'Source of the Dream' (pro Sai Baba) and 'End of the Dream' (contra Sai Baba) by Robert Priddy
The book 'Source of the Dream' is currently under revision, and the original text with my subsequent explanatory comments in the light of my disaffiliation from Sai Baba and all his works is being posted on this website chapter by chapter.

Premanand Murders in Sai Baba Bedroom Book
Available from author B. Premanand.
11/7 Chettipalayam Road.
Podnadur 641023 Tamil Nadu
Send US$40.- (free postage) by money order or bank draft.

ISBN 91-974438-5-9 9
789197 443258
160 pages
Read a review of the book here - and excerpts from the text here

Conny front Conny rear
Available from B. Premanand 11/7. Chettipalayam Road. Podnadur -641 023. Tamil Nadu (India)
SS$ 18.- Euro 15.- Sterling £ 11 - free postage.
Read also a psychologist's review of Conny's 'Behind the Clown's Mask'

Beatles, Maharishi och jag

- Ett slags memoar

av Conny Larsson

Utgivningsdatum: 29 mars 2010
ISBN: 978-91-1-302160-7


Read a full review of this book here

Conny Larsson is a trained actor and clown. He learned to meditate in 1967 and was in the period 1972-76 at various times Maharishi Mahesh Yogi's private secretary when he was on leave from his job as an actor at Malmö Stadsteater Conny Larsson är utbildad skådespelare och clown. Han lärde sig att meditera 1967 och var under perioden 1972-76 i olika omgångar Maharishi Mahesh Yogis privata sekreterare, då han var tjänsteledig från sin anställning som skådespelare vid Malmö Stadsteat

Avatar of Night
(Berkeley: End Run Publishing, 1999).
Lord of the Air: Tales of a Modern Antichrist (Eugene: Harvest, 1990). ISBN 0-89081-834-7
Sai Baba, Lord of the Air (New Delhi: Vikas, 1979).
Riders of the Cosmic Circuit (Tring: Lion/Sutherland: Albatross Books, 1986).
Avatar of Night (Berkeley: End Run Publishing, 1999).
Tal Brooke
Read an introductory report about this book and scans of several key pages on Sathya Sai Baba: Tal Brooke - Avatar of Night excerpts

and - Tal Brooke's main Sathya Sai Baba exposure reviewed by Amazon books readers


(SEE HIS HOMEPAGE and also his blog)
and Sathya Sai Baba and Wikipedia

Shepherd front coverShepherd rearcoverShepherd contents

Read a psychologist's review of Conny's 'Behind the Clown's Mask'

Swedish version of 'Behind the Clown's Mask' 2005
Conny Larsson 'Bakom Clownens Mask'

Estonian version of 'Behind the Clown's Mask'
Conny Larsson publication

The German edition is now alo available of 'Behind the Mask of the Clown' as
Hinter der Masks des Clowns

Nur ein weiterer, abstossender Bericht uber sexuellen Missbrauch?

Nein, dieses Buch ist weit mehr, denn es schildert auf beeindruckende, ehrliche Weise den Werdegang des vermeintlich stummen Knabens Conny zum bekannten Schauspieler, Maharishis Sekretär, Millionär,
Immobilienhändler, Therapeut von Drogenabhängigen und Autor.

Diese wahre Geschichte ist wichtig zum Verständnis wie weit der Missbrauch von Kindern verbreitet ist und wie hilflos sich die Opfer fühlen, die oft selbst kriminalisiert werden oder spurlos verschwinden. Connies Buch soll Mut machen, uns der Gewalt und dem Betrug
entgegenzustellen für eine bessere Welt.

Hat auch das Böse eine Funktion? Ja – denn es fordert das Gute heraus. Insofern haben wir großes Glück in diesen Zeiten zu leben, die oberflächlich so friedvoll erscheinen.

Ein weiteres historisch-psychologisches Buch aus dem
Verlag 20.
ISBN 978-3-00-034348-3
Verkaufspreis: 15,95 EUR
Conny Larsson with Sathya Sai Baba


Mary Garden has written about her going to India to see Sathya Sai Baba and what she experienced there causing her to leave. She then went to stay with Swami Balyogi Premvarni and experienced yet worse things there. This book is a deeply engaging account of Indian spirituality and its many inherent dangers. Highly recommended!

The Serpent Rising by Mary Garden

Read a 5-page excerpt concerning Sathya Sai Baba from 'The Serpent Rising'

The Serpent Rising - A Journey of Spiritual Seduction. Paperback 254 pages. Sid Harta Publishers Hartwell Victoria November 2003. ISBN 1-877059-50-1
The book can be purchased direct from me. Mary Garden. for $19.00 (postage included home and abroad). For further details Email: or write to
PO Box 460 Gin Gin Queensland 4671. See publishers' page and info. on book and author etc.

Also read 'Can Meditation be bad for you?' by Mary Garden in The Humanist (see here)

The Shadow of a God-Man
by Professor David Lane

Pub. Date: May 2011 Publisher: MSAC Philosophy Group
Format: NOOK Book (eBook) , 25pp BNID: 2940012490438

(Digital version is available for only $2.-)

Critical Examination of the life and work of Sathya Sai Baba, perhaps the most famous guru from India. Shows documented evidence of how Sai Baba did his miracles and personal inside accounts about Sai Baba's sexual habits. Was Sathya Sai Baba, the world famous guru from India who just recently died, really an Avatar of God or was he merely a sleight of hand magician who deceived millions with his tricks? This critical study provides overwhelming evidence to suggest that Sai Baba was not what he claimed to be.
David Christopher Lane is a Professor of Philosophy at Mount San Antonio College and a Lecturer in Religious Studies at California State University, Long Beach. Professor Lane received his Ph.D. and M.A. in Sociology from the University of California, San Diego, where he was a recipient of a Regents Fellowship. Additionally, he earned an M.A. in the History and Phenomenology of Religion from the Graduate Theological Union, Berkeley. Dr. Lane is the author of several books including The Radhasoami Tradition and Exposing Cults (New York: Garland Publishers, 1992 and 1994 respectively). He is the founder of the Neural Surfer website. Professor Lane won the World Bodysurfing Championships in 1999 and the International Bodysurfing Championships in 1997, 1998, 2000, and 2004.

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