This is the sad story of betrayal of faith and love, of taking advantage and exploitation of a very base nature. What is being written may sound blasphemy, sacrilege or fanciful, but if one opens his eyes and uses his brain, it will turn out to be nothing but truth. It is a truth which many know and ignore because it does not affect them in any way, then there are those who know nothing and are innocent.

This is the story of life in the Sri Sathya Sai Hostel for boys. Devoted parents send their tiny tots with firm belief that they will undergo all round development and will be under the direct presence of Baba. But few parents actually know what happens to their loved ones. What happens to boys is a saga of betrayal of the most banal kind known to mankind since ages. Let us take it from the Primary school level itself The Principal of the school Mrs Munni Kaul knows it only too well that her survival there depends on sending in the front good-looking, usually fair and sometimes girlish boys, because as is well known Baba has a weakness for such boys. These are innocent boys you see, who are forced to come to the front, on some pretext or other, holding cards, trays etc. this in itself is nothing serious, but what follows later is.

These young, good-looking boys who are generally not even in their teens are for sometime closely watched by Baba. Later some day these small boys are called in for personal interview. What happens to these tiny tots in the interview room is known to many but all keep mum because their very survival depends on it. These small boys are taken one by one in the inner interview room behind the curtain by Baba. For sometime he fondles them and then suddenly he opens their zippers and pulls down their pants and underpants, Now Baba massages and fondles the sex organs of the small boys, who know nothing and take it as some form of spirituality. Baba generally hugs and kisses the boys while they are stark naked, then sends them back. This is in itself a traumatic and sickening experience for the boy of about 5th or 6th standard. Then there are certain advantages too, these boys are labelled as FORM BOYS and are kept in the forefront by the Headmistress, who actually is well aware of the fate of these young ones. These boys generally get chains, rings and watches from Baba as special blessings or in a worldly sense, the 'Payment' for "selling' their bodies; without their knowledge.

For the kind information of the authorities (those who are aware and maintain silence and those who know nothing), Mrs Munni Kaul, the Head Mistress of the Primary School, herself is a confirmed child molestress. This can be ascertained by the Authorities (if they have the will and courage), if they could pick just a few good looking (and fair) boys from class 6th and ask them with love and in confidence, what Munni Aunti forces them to do. She is known to sexually abuse good-looking boys and girls. Staff members can easily get this information. But then one cannot blame the headmistress because her survival depends on her supplying these boys for Baba.

Now comes the second and other part of this story, All this does not stop at the Primary School. Now the boys come to Sri Sathya Sai Higher Secondary School, Now the boys are in the 8th class. Some teachers in the hostel are well aware what the full set up is about. They keep an eye for good looking and fair skinned young boys and repeatedly send them in front of the mandir on some pretext or other until the boys catch the attention of Baba. Again the same vicious and revolting scenes are repeated, The teacher who sends these innocent kids up to the 12th class, gets a pat on the back from Baba for his "'choice". These boys also experience the same traumatic situation of standing naked in the inner interview room and getting their sex organs caressed by Baba, who tells them this is pure love. The innocent boys keep their mouth shut and in turn receive such rewards as room leadership, watches and pens etc.: One of the senior school teachers who has been 'supplying" such young boys to Baba is well aware that what happens to the boys is nothing short of sexual molestation but keeps quiet about the whole affair as he personally has nothing to loose, after all, his relatives are not getting molested, In fact this senior teacher acts as a pimp and acknowledge his role by calling himself as a Tetra-pack to Baba, Tetra-packs being the innocent good looking boys. This lecturer is none other than Mr Sai Surendranath who has sent countless young boys towards the cauldron for sexual molestation by Baba, and he in turn gets power, recognition and the so called "Chances" etc. for his dirty role.

Most of the inmates of Sri Sathya Sai Hostel are well aware of all this, but their mouths are sealed. The boys who are not so good looking and dark wonder why Baba gives 'chances' to good/girlish looking or handsome and fair boys only, They think and think and loose interest in life in the Hostel. On the other hand the chosen "Form" boys only know what happens inside the interview room, they have their own traumatic experiences and generally tend to develop a homosexual bend of mind. This is the main reason for rampant cases of homosexuality in Sathya Sai Hostels.

Now comes the final stage in this story. Boys finish their 12th class. Most of the sexually molested ‘Form’ boys who have become moral and physical (and psychological) wrecks leave the institutions. This is the main reason why boys from secondary school do not join the institute, Those who are dark and not so good looking, think they did not get chances, get frustrated and leave; and those selected few blue eyed good looking, fair skinned boys who are regularly sexually molested by Baba leave due to trauma and frustration. But a third category of boys who are of both the above mentioned categories stay back. Some think maybe they will get chances in future and the good looking ones believe that when Baba molested them it was for their own good and was a spiritual experience not to be told to anybody.

For admission to the Institute, as is well known, the so-called 'Form" boys and good looking boys are always given preference, irrespective of their academic or intellectual abilities- Everybody knows that the entrance exams and interviews, group discussions etc. are just a farce. A list of so called "Form" boys is selected even before the entrance exams are conducted - this is common knowledge. And for courses like MBA, Research etc., generally boys are selected more for their appearance by Baba than for anything else. These boys are the very same good looking, fair and sometimes girlish boys. In addition some stupid common boys also get in by freak of chance.

The fact is so well known that senior hostel lecturers know well in advance about a particular student, whether he will get the MBA seat of not. What happens inside the interview room is common knowledge, this is highlighted by the fact that Mr. B.N. Narasimhamurthy, the previous warden of Sri Sathya Sai Hostel, Prasanthi Nilayam, has coined a term for boys who are surviving and benefiting because of their appearance and because they have been molested. He calls these boys INTUITION BOYS, the term is familiar to most of the hostel staff members and some senior students too. It is a well known fact that seats like MBA, Research Assistantship etc. are almost always (with a few exceptions) given to those Internal candidates who are Intuition Boys (to quote Sri Narasimhamurthy!). These are the boys you see in MBA/Research, who are generally handsome or good looking or girlish who have been sometime exploited and sexually molested by Baba repeatedly from sometimes their school days onwards.

If all of this would have stopped just here, it would have been taken lightly, but unfortunately it is not so. There are more advanced stages. Baba has a weakness for boys who are either fair and good looking and girlish or sometimes tall cacho boys too. This is a common trait in homosexual acts. Out of the chosen band of Intuition Boys (Form boys) etc.), some especially good looking/girlish boys and sometimes others are selected by Baba for special 'grace'. This is what happens to them, Baba who had groomed and molested such a boy from school days telling the boy that he was his father and mother; now starts saying that the boy was his ‘wife’. Now starts the more traumatic, dirty and bizarre acts- Baba sends for such chosen Institution Boys special messages to the hostel (to warden etc.) early in the morning usually, when the rest of the ignorant lot is faithfully observing silence, listening to extolling speeches or chanting the glory of the lord. Sometimes a car or jeep is also sent to whisk away such special Institution Boys, These boys are taken in for an interview. As usual their pants and underwear are pulled down, but generally these boys have reached puberty and in most cases after a little caressing by Baba they get an erection and ejaculate, which is wiped by Baba using the same white handkerchief, he used to wipe his hands. Now he hugs crushes and kisses the boys and says that the boys is his wife, Usually the boys is too shocked and awe-struck at what happened, because he never expected it. Usually the poor boys take it as a spiritual experience:

But unfortunately there is a final stage too, sometimes Baba goes further in this act. Sometimes he asks the special Institution Boys, who are standing stark naked and probably with an erection, to bend and touch his feet, while the unfortunate and flabbergasted boy is doing so, Baba covers the boys head with his robe and while the boy rises up, lifts his pitambar. The boy gets a shock when he sees that Baba too has an erection. Baba thrusts his erect sexual organ in the boy’s mouth and asks the boy to suck and lick it and forces the boy to do so. Finally the boy is forced to suck and drink the ejaculated semen of Baba. Usually, with such advanced cases of Institution boys (many are the famous singers, tabla players, dancers and other usually girlish characters). Baba also licks and sucks the sexual organs of such boys. Imagine all this happens just behind the thick curtain of the inner interview room. Baba usually pushes boys in the left comer of the inner room, just near the door, and from the outer interview room, one can clearly hear the sound of a pant zipper being opened and sometimes kissing and rarely sucking noises too. At such times if one sits just near Baba's throne in the outer room, one can actually see the boys being molested if the curtain moves. And people like Mr B.N.Narasimhamurthy have actually seen boys being molested with their own eyes, but keeping mum, for their own selfish survival, branding this dirty act as spirituality. After all such people don't loose anything, they just act as pimps, supplying fresh batches of Institute Boys (in other words Male Prostitutes,) anyway, these innocent boys become homosexuals themselves after being molested from a young age and after experiencing the worst form of oral homosexual acts. Now one such boy is Mr Sai Giridhar who recently shot into limelight by sexually abusing about 40 small school boys in the Hostel. But unfortunately (or fortunately for Mr Sai Giridhar), most of the boys he molested were already sexually molested Intuition Boys of Baba such as Sai Ram (classX) Hidayat Ullah (classIX) etc. Moreover Mr Sai Giridhar himself has been an Intuition Boy (one of the blue eyed boys of Mr R.N. Narasimhamurthy too!) of some repute, so he was neither thrown out of the hostel nor from the Intuition band, which incidentally is also known as Intuition Band as most of the boys are Intuition Boys earlier selected by Sri B.N. Narasimhamurthy and Sri Sai Surendranath and later by its questionable leader Mr Sai Giridhar) As is well known, there were lots of grumbling but the entire case was buried and Mr Sai Giridhar was 'pardoned' by Baba, may be the small Intuition Boys were a liability or whatever the case may have been. In fact, most of the hostel lecturers know that their survival depends on projecting and pushing as many Intuition Boys as possible. These lecturers, therefore take these poor boys who are nothing other than male prostitutes by now and push them in front of Baba for various dances, dramas, groups etc., where these poor boys play a prominent role, attract the attention of Baba and are sexually molested repeatedly. In some case Baba himself asks for special Intuition boys to be always in the forefront of various programmes. The poor boys so called chances purely depend on how easily he sells his body to Baba by pulling down his pants and exposing his genitals and how frequently he does it.

If any particular Intuition Boy refuses or pulls away Baba's hands from his genitals, Baba gives that particular boy a cold treatment or the so called "OUT " a bad/ Anti boy is usually expelled from the Institute/Hostel. Boys who have earlier been Intuition boys and have refused to be further molested by Baba are always ignored and put down in all areas till they soften up and in many cases they get frustrated and leave or are ready for a series of new molestations.

Frequently Baba organises trips to Kodaikanal and Ooty etc. The trips each year are actually meant for a few selected Intuition Boys who are generally handsome, fair or girlish. To cover up the entire trip some other boys/staff members are also taken who are not Intuition boys, The selection is generally made by Baba in consultation with Sai Sundranath or Ratnakar, These people keep an eye on exceptionally good looking new boys or old Intuition Boys from various classes such as MBA, PG and Research etc. But actually the entire trip is meant for Baba to enjoy just a few special Intuition Boys, Baba calls such boys -in his car and while travelling also molests them- Sometimes he caresses Intuition Boys while travelling on the bus too. But Baba makes it a point to sit next to the chosen Intuition boy only, and while others are listening to high metaphysics, Baba's deft hands are always on the poor Intuition Boys' crotch and he is busy caressing the boy's genitals. Most of the boys in the trip know this while some are ignorant too.

It is common knowledge and those of you who are Intuition Boys know only too well, that Baba always tells the boys after sexually molesting him "'don't tell this to anyone'. So the poor boy keeps his mouth shut out of fear and shame and cannot even tell it to his parents, Baba always instructs boys not to be very close and jealously guards the Intuition boys not to mix with the other ordinary/dark and unhandsome lot; Baba does not even permit friendship between two Intuition Boys and personally taunts boys and sometimes even throws away such boys. The sole reason being secrecy, because if Institution Boys were to become friendly, Baba is seared that his secret of sexual molestation will come out in the open. But the fact is that at least 50% of the Institute Boys are aware of what happens in the inner interview room, Most of the poor Intuition Boys are nothing but male prostitute and thus the hostels can be nothing but houses of ill repute where these poor souls are kept for the sole purpose of using their bodies. This is the main reason why Baba gives no importance to Academics- He gives importance only to the appearance and the skin colour of poor boys - a very dirty type of Apartheid. Once Baba is satisfied or fed up with some Intuition Boy, the very wretch is thrown out if he has become too big for his boots or he is frustrated by Baba and also the Authorities who harass the poor boy at the instant and the orders of Baba- generally the poor Intuition Boy quits, a physical and moral wreck, a social misfit because if not physically, at least mentally he is homosexual or a gay.

The main reason why boys (both normal and Intuition Boys), do not like to continue longer in Sri Sathya Sai Institute of Higher learning is that either they are sexually molested by Baba and thus frustrated with a male prostitute's life or they were always ignored by Baba because perhaps they refused to open their pants to Baba or were quite unhandsome/dark complexion etc., and hence not only ignored by Babe but were automatically ignored by Authorities too. At least some authorities are aware that boys are sexually molested by Baba, but either they think it is some form of spirituality or they just keep their mouth shut for their survival and for the sake of power and pomp they get by acting ignorant about the fate of poor boys who are forcibly being converted into homosexuals. Most of the senior boys in the hostel are aware of this high treason and hypocrisy, they tolerate it for some time and then quit. The topic is so delicate that they can neither tell it to the Authorities (who will not believe them in any case) nor even to their parents. These frustrated boys (and Intuition Boys) leave the Institute and Baba has just one comment. He catches a bunch of his hair, which incidentally is regularly dyed with an imported dye and says, "I have seen so many, none stay". After all which normal human being can perpetually stay as a male prostitute or a homosexual unless he is really a Homosexual, some of these find it profitable and do stay back (example; Sai Giridhar Narahari etc.), but in due course even hard core homosexuals cannot take the realities for too long and say quits. Now Baba comments "Pelli Pichi" or "Marriage Sickness". Hence the full matter is conveniently buried. The Intuition Boys are used and when they have no charms left in them, are thrown out (always with a bad name) and their departure is linked with Marriage sickness. Of course any normal human being marries. Baba is strictly against marriage, after all his enormous and monstrous sexual demands are daily fulfilled by molestation, sodomy, oral sex and masturbation of the poor Intuition boys, but how long can a human being take all this. Thus after using up a boy Baba throws him out like a spider throws the empty shell of a fly after sucking its vital juices (Manish Sharma, Anand Sur, Hridesh Gupta, Gagan Manchanda etc., are classic examples of used and thrown Intuition Boys - such boys are so frustrated that sometimes due to their gay/homosexual tendencies they are 'social misfits" and hence again come back to Baba who may again get ‘interested’ in the poor boy and thus the series of sexual acts start a fresh).

Generally Baba gives some money (usually Rs500/-) to an Intuition Boy after molesting him-this can be taken as the amount for buying the body of the poor soul. Usually Baba blesses Intuition Boys with flashy watches, golden pens, gold chains and pendants, rings, bracelets etc. which are the "payments" for the dirty Homosexual violations he does with such boys. Usually the number of such "gifts' are indicators of the degree of sexual connection the boy has with Baba, it can be mere caressing of genitals, masturbation, sodomy or dirty oral sex. These are the smart good looking boys who always sit in the front rows in the mandir sometimes on Baba's express command, because they might be 'needed' at any time. These are the boys selected for the who of various trinkets and clothes etc., by Baba and even when they go inside to pick up a box of apples for instance Baba corners some special Intuition Boy and has a "quickie" (a quick caressing of the genitals), while others are kept busy elsewhere or sent out of the interview room on some pretext so, those who are Intuition Boys can understand and those who are not, need not unnecessarily be envious of these poor Intuition Boys, because they pay a heavy price to be, in form, they are actually made prostitutes and forced to sell their bodies to Baba.

So this in brief is the true life of any student residing in Sri Sathya Sai Hostel, Those of you who are Intuition Boys, already know all this, those who are not would have heard of it and some may not even have dreamt of all of this. But this is the stark truth, which is really bitter. Being an Intuition Boy is shameful in itself because it is the life of a slave or male prostitute, although it carries several 'perks' and incentives like name, fame, limelight and jaunts to Kodaikanal etc., perhaps this time by plane! But in the end the poor Intuition Boy is left high and dry (in literal sense) and generally gets frustrated, looses interest in life or becomes a homosexual, It is for you to decide. One thing is sure, this is no form of spirituality, see the faces of Intuition Boys, those fair and girlish boys (Dante, class 9th with black rings around their eyes, see the faces of the boys who are forced to drink semen to get an MBA seat or a room leadership etc. And see who gets the best all-rounder gold modal. Incidentally Mr Sai Giridhar is also a gold medallist, (an 'all rounder' indeed! With about 40 or so sexual abuse of small innocent boys to his credit, These gold medals are almost always given to Intuition Boys with a few exceptions the reason will be quite obvious if one has a look at the individual.

Homosexuality can never be equated with any form of spirituality and what Baba is practising on young innocent boys is nothing but a blatant homosexual act. No religion of the world promotes homosexuality. There is no mention of it in the Vedas And Baba is definitely not a Brahmachari because he destroys the very essence of Brahmacharya in innocent boys of such tender age who have not even reached puberty. This is also no way to project spirituality and talk about not marrying, This simple and dirty technique by Baba to satiate his sexual urge (which appears monstrous and insatiable because sometimes he calls 3 or 4 Intuition boys for 'personal interviews'). Neither Lord Rama, Krishna nor Jesus was a homosexual; an avatar can definitely not be a homosexual. Otherwise Baba should practice this special grace with all males or all hostel students, WHY only with handsome, fair skinned, tall or girlish looking boys, why NOT with the less smart dark-skinned ones? This itself shows that he crazy after looks and wants to molest only such individuals. He does the same with most of the smart foreigners too, one latest one is being lampooned is "shyama", a tall, smart looking German with long curly blond hair and homosexual looks and tendencies, One look at his face. will tell you what happens in the inner interview room- In the Bible only one individual is supposed to love homosexuality - The Satan or the antichrist. It is for you to decide especially those who are Intuition boys. whether after coming in the fold of Baba, you have learnt any spirituality or only outward show and hypocrisy of the worst order. You should introspect whether you have strengthened or lost faith in God- It is common sense that when Satan appears, he will never proclaim himself as Satan he will only 'act' as God and confuse and destroy the faith of mankind and cause confusion and mayhem as you see in world today and talk about bringing love, peace and harmony ------- where are they?

This is the epilogue of this sad story- A story of high treason, betrayal and exploitation, In the name of Sri Sathya Sai Institute of higher learning young boys are being frustrated and are sexually molested, their energies wasted. The boys suffer internally, they cannot tell their traumatic experience to anybody and end up at hollow tombs. If you see an Intuition boy next time, treat him well because he is actually suffering inside, be kind to him. Staff members can now understand what are the sufferings of Hostel Boys, why they are not natural and why Intuition Boys cannot concentrate on Academics because basically they are kept for a dirtier purpose, not for Academics at all, which is just an eyewash. In fact the entire Institute and its infrastructure is actually meant for a few Intuition boys, the rest is all eye wash, Even when Baba calls boys for group interviews he sees to it that certain boys sit near his feet while others are busy listening to high metaphysics and spirituality, Baba's deft toes are busy playing with the private pans of the poor boys doing 'paadseva', And the long robe covers everything. Most of the people around know but keep quiet. It should be known that this country (India) is not United States of America where homosexuality is recognised: In India homosexuality is a punishable offence and child molestation too is a bigger offence, If this issue is raised in public, the outcry will be stupendous and those involved directly or indirectly will be answerable, This is not meant to destroy your faith in Baba, this is just an eye opener and reminder that you know what you are doing, if you are a normal boy, be happy that you are not an Intuition Boy, if you are an Intuition Boy, get rid of the shameful prefix and lead a normal life, if you are a member of staff do something for the boys and their problems, understand them, there is nothing more you can do, if you are an administrator and not aware of the happenings, its high time you open your eyes- on the other hand if you are a senior person of some authority and are aware of the molestation and sexual abuse of young boys and think that it is spirituality, know that you are wrong. On the Day of Judgement you will have to pay for your sins then it will be too late and these very same innocent Intuition Boys will point a finger at YOU, because you helped destroy their life.

Do believe in God, he will protect you, and THINK and OBSERVE.

Extract from THE INDIAN SKEPTIC MAGAZINE by Premanand

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